bittersweetness describes what i feel now... my "hang-over" is getting better, although i still miss u very much... i feel extra emotional also because i feel like all this started from me too... it was my idea to come australia to study, knowing that we'd be apart of 1.5yrs - but i saw that as a very short time compared to our 8 years of seeing each other. now i know that despite 8 years of dating, 6 months of not being together is even too much to bear... to think that we even intially planned for neither of me to fly back nor u to fly over during this jun-jul holiday... thank God u decided to come afterall. the 2 weeks of being wif u in australia had been my best experience here so far... i realised that no matter how cool the places are, when i go to the places ard brisbane again with you beside and holding your hands - everything become even more beautiful and perfect... today i brought michelle to the museum and art gallery too - but i juz didnt feel as fun as when i went there wif you... i told her the same joke u told me about, while staring at the particular painting that was all juz black, but even after i spoke it, i found it not funny at all... :( Although seeing u again after 4 months of being apart and knowing that our next meeting is going to be 5 months later makes me miss u even more, i am really glad you came.
Love Is In The Air!
Wednesday, July 4, 200710:58 PM