actually not now.. was on friday... a third fish died.. :s

this is definitely one of the most stressful time i've ever had in australia - not cos of uni work or whatever.. but becos of fishes that aren't even mine in the 1st place... :s :s

y'day (friday) i was thinking about the dirty fish tank water and the newly dead fish... and i wondered maybe that fish died of water pollution, so i goggled online for tips on when and how shld i change fish tank water... read lots of things and decided that i still dun understand it... so i saw a guy fren came online, so i asked if could help me and he said he's not free... so feeling really helpless... i prayed that god will help me cos im really very stressed to see jace's fishes die one after another (there's still six left now). den amazingly, quite soon later helen sms-ed me if i wanted to have dinner together and if i needed any help of any kind at home (cos she was worried abt me being home alone) and i was like THANK GOD! so i asked if she cld help me wif the fishes...

after dinner outside, we went back to my house and spent almost 3 hrs washing all the fish tanks and changing all the water.. and the whole house really stink like rotten fisht + salted fish + BO + drainage smell... like the smelliest smell ever...

now im just so thankful that the my fish worries is temporarily solved (now crayfish is the only one left that is living in dirty water)... i soooo need to finish my 3 assignments and read for my exam on monday lor... **super tiao~~~ -_-!
Love Is In The Air!
Saturday, October 27, 200710:30 PM

bckgrd infor: jace got a lot of fishes in a lot of tanks...

so today i realised the white fish in another tank beside the big dead fish tank IS DEAD TOO! the only reason i can think of is must be cos of the tube connecting the two tanks - and i didnt even notice the tube until i saw the 2nd dead fish... :s

thank God Jace saw my email and texted me his number... i called him juz now, he say its unlikely cos of the tube... maybe the white fish seeing a big dead fish juz beside him, feel very traumatised den die also... !!!

so before i leave the hse juz now, i covered the dead fishes tanks wif paper so the other smaller fishes in smaller tanks nearby dun start dying too...

the fact that i was there... while it was still alive, going mad, jump out of water, picked up by ME back into the water, go mad again, den faint, den die... i was there lor... tats makes looking at the dead fish very scary...

so i called mark and dawn, to come help me clear them tonite... PRAY that the fish will not start rotting before they come...

im so freaked out by their deaths...! its quite lame, i know... but I WAS THERE.... its really scary... i feel amused, saddistic, scared, lame, and helpless all at the same time... -.-!
Love Is In The Air!
Tuesday, October 23, 20071:50 PM

its upside down

not moving

no response even if i use the net to poke it

.....

confirmed dead...

OH NO!!!!!!!
Love Is In The Air!
Monday, October 22, 20079:09 PM

jace and kezia gone to sg for 2 weeks holidays this morning liao... my worst fear while they are not ard is that the clayfish will grow big suddenly and find its capability to climb out of its pail-tank which is on the floor...

ok, thank God that didnt happen... yet...

but horrors of all horrors... 2nd greatest fear actually came thru like juz less than 1 hr ago... his big fish really jumped out of its tank!! it used its head to knock the top cover a couple of times, and suddenly both the cover and the fish flew out of the tank, the cover landed on the table while the fish dived all the way down onto the carpet, juz a few cm away from the clayfish pail-tank (which is open top).. i took less than a min to catch the fish to put it back into the tank - although i was very scared and screaming loudly... but after returning to the tank, big fish started swimming ard upside down... like, isnt an upside down fish dead?!!! but it was swimming...

was, cos now i go disturb, its not swimming anymore, juz upside down...

ARGHHHHH!!!!!

terrified now...!!! im home alone with a fish that's potentially dead... what do u think, will a dead big fish contaminate the water and affect the alive and swimming small fish in the same tank?

pls dun die fish... pls dun....
Love Is In The Air!
7:34 PM

Today i completed my media kit assignment 2 days before it is actually due! haa.. !! 1st time ever, i do work so fast ahead... and my tutor went thru the kit and was like "good!" "GOOD!" "EXCELLENT!"... **BIG grin*** but sometimes im very scared of these crazy ang mo's compliments... like are they really impressed or juz being polite...

anyway... i feel so light now that one is down... still got 3 more big assignments to do now... and an exam... and 2 weeks later i'll be truely liberated!!

now the most pesty of all assignments is the e-mktg plan... 3,500 word, min 50 references and 15 appendices max... all the trouble juz for 25% of the total weightage.. at least the PR writing one is 4000 words but worth 50% and IMC only 1500 words for 40% lor... arghh... im soooo not over that bu4-hua2-ness...

:s
deb
Love Is In The Air!
Wednesday, October 17, 200711:56 PM

I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me - just as the Father knows me and I know the Father - and I lay down my life for the sheep.

I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also.

They will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd. The reason my Father loves me is that I lay down my life - only to take it up again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord.

I have authority to lay it down and authority to take it up again. This command I received from my Father.

John 10:14-18
Love Is In The Air!
Saturday, October 13, 200712:41 AM

arghhh... AGL the stupid gas company is really reallyyyyy making my blood boil... in a nutshell, they own me my refundable deposit for like 3 months already lor... y'day i finally received a chq from them... but guess what, its only $15.11 when it should have been $80... im sooooo pissed now... arghhhhhhhhh.... i was going to mail them an official letter of demand already, now they do this kind of thing..... arghh... how am going to structure my letter... arghhh....!!!!

ARGGHHH!!!!!!

angry deb
Love Is In The Air!
Thursday, October 11, 200712:00 PM

Love Is In The Air!
Monday, October 8, 20079:21 PM

Today (05 October 2007) is the day marked Debbie and I have been together for 100 months! Although it doesn't sound long, but if I tell you we have been together for 8 years and 4months, will that sounds better? haa ....

In these 100 months, we have been throught all the happy, sad, angry, fun, exciting, interesting, enjoying, tears, sweat, lovely, sweet, bla bla bla .... Of course, some of the events that we gone through were not involve only both of us, those events involved you too! Aroma/Antioch, Soar, Song Compose competition, visiting her in hospital, vacation, camp, bla bla bla ... You guys are important to us in these 100 months! Thank you for all the wonderful time together with us. And of course, God always involve too! If I didn't migrate to Singapore, if Polly didn't brought Debbie here, if Pastor Wu ZiPing dind't merged HK and Singapore Youth Fellowship, if .... bla bla bla ... we won't be together. All these were planned by God long before we were borned.

Although today is 100 months and both of us cannot celebrate together, but we did it through phone only, but that doesn't matter, as long as both of our heart till together, we still love each other very much.

What's next? Ask God lor ... haa ...

Billy
Love Is In The Air!
Saturday, October 6, 200712:16 AM